Sunday Morning

I'm feeling really depressed right now. I miss my granddaughters so much. I miss my daughter. Life is going by too fast and it just hurts.

People have told me lately that I am "starting a new life". I hear that term alot and am even guilty of using it myself, but nobody ever really starts a 'new life'. Better to say "new chapter". And yeah, I know... people have said that and do say that. Maybe one of these days I will have an original thought.

For a small two-bedroom apt, I sure have crammed a lot of "stuff" in here. The more packing I do, the more it feels like I have to do. Then I have to clean.

No wonder I'm so down today. SO much to do!

sigh.